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Do you hate it when you with the person you love and know that
you two arent breaking up ever but still have wondering minds? I do. I love my girl too much and I trust her like she trust
me but its that my mind is the only thing that isnt understanding my needs and wants. CAN SOMEONE HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS!!!!
Anyway, I think the reason why I have these wondering thoughts is because of my first girlfriend (which was a mistake if I
took my friends advice.) when we had gone out we made out and later that day, she made out with another guy, Now I didnt know
this until three days later when my best friends called me over the phone and told me what had happen that Saturday night
(because they was there to see it.) anyway, I had to find out by myself before they told me anything (this is when my wondering
minds made its debut.) I had a gut feeling that told me something was wrong with the girl that Im dating. It took me a while
to figure it out (more like three hours) but I sat there flooding my eyes out with tears then the next day got a call from
my friends about that girl. In my guess Im afraid of being heartbroken again and thats why I have these wondering minds. Now,
dont get me wrong here Im trying to work it out and try to overcome this shit but its very hard to.
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